Thesis completed in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the Master of Fine Arts degree in the School of Art and Design at the New York State College of Ceramics at Alfred University, Alfred, NY.I had found a door between two rooms, one room was full of beautiful fantasy, and the other one let you see the cold reality. I opened the door and could not decide which room to go in. In this moment I remember repeatedly, actually nothing really happened. Now, I am twenty-eight and chose ceramic art to be my life career. What I am making in my studio is approaching the moment that this shift happened in my mind. In my producing, I am pursuing visual complexity, pursuing for more details. Then, I use white to cover all of these complicated shapes to make them look uniform. This is one way that I use to talk about the contradictory state - monotonous color and intricate shapes.